To be continued

又有感了。

2011-05-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

每次写东西都要等到相隔很久的时间。
每次都希望如果心有所想，就写在心里，但却发现当回首的时候总是什么都不记得。
在书上看到，每次心怀信心总比心怀忧伤要好。是的。
今天我做了一个决定。
一定不要因为身边有了亲近的人而放弃自我独立。一定不要因为亲近而表达不清自己的想法。
上帝派来的使者都是有他的用意，要增添我们自身的技能而不是要让它消减。
忘记了以前我的行动力是不是比现在还要惊魂。
所以为了忘却的纪念。
加油努力吧，女强人。

Long time no see.

2010-05-17T12:45:00.000-07:00

I miss you all. It has been a long time never see.
Somehow, time flies.
I remember the first time i came to FA, that was in paya laber. I loved that.Thanks for all your care.
Until now I couldnt sleep, cos i just watch a tagged video in my facebook again. still smile when every time i watch it. Not because of song, but because of the fellowship.
I thank GOD arrange a party for us.
Mummy G had ever told me that: someone comes for a season, someone comes for a reason, while someone comes and will stay.
that`s a fact n hard to face.
I felt like i ve turned away from all the friends. however, you are all in my heart and cant run away.
To friends. Cheers. No matter where you are .

小日子。

2009-08-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

20岁。想爸爸。打电话。最天使。这就是我。
零散。消魂。迫切。噩梦。他们还在。
不曾否认过童话的美好，只是伤感为何现实远离童话。

机票。房子。玫瑰花瓣。
家这个概念仍然举足轻重。
我好想赶快拥抱世界，拥抱大地。在深海里飞，直到慢慢搁浅。
但是当仔细看着花从绽放到凋零的整个过程。
每个细节都不可或缺。
A SENSE OF BELONGING.
A BEAUTY OF LOSS.
A PAIN OF MATURITY.
A BREATH OF ALIVE.
A STRIVE OF CONQUER.
A POWER OF LOVE.
A FEAR OF NO ONE.
A KISS OF INNOCENT.
A STEP OF NEXT LEVEL.
如果人每天都不说废话，那么就等于每天都不说话。所以我的话很多。
20 岁的918时候。妈妈姐了婚。
20岁的学校，1对情侣卧轨自杀。
20岁的年华，不再傻。小日子，天天放烟花。

batam hoho

2009-07-31T00:06:00.000-07:00

A letter to dad.

2009-07-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

daddy:

I forget when is the last time you said:"you are the prettyest in the world because you are my daughter" Now you only said "what is the matter with your body shape"

Daddy, I dont know all the bad emotion is whether from you or me..or both of us..

Why u dont listen to me and even dont believe me....I m yours, remember?

I have grown up and started to have my own life just like when you start to persue your dream when you were young ...

Our conversation becames going through emotions. How come...

I was so sad when you judge my looks like you judge your staff....or a normal girl ...

and I was so angry that u asked me to get marry soon after graduation.. If you are in a hurry and dont wanna support me here, I can disappear from u soon, or even now.seriously...

To be frank, your objective makes my heart broken.

Even my best friend said no matter what I did or How I look like or What color is my hair..they will still love me.

You ..are a shape to me .Darker and remoter with the time passing by..This is how I feel. I wish this is not the truth.

Can u feel that I ve prayed for u day by day?

Can not imagine you hang up my phone so fast.

Can not complain you have spend less time with me.

Can only love you because you are my father.

Can only understand all your stress...

Can only say sorry baba, I m not mature enough for being your daughter.

Can only say it is me can not tolerant you and your woman.....

U know what ? the chinese herb you sent to me almost burn my house...who`s stupid advise to ask u sent that to me. All those superstitions herbs with that stupid burning machine has almost killed me and my housemates.

Why you listen to all the bosh that woman told you but never listen to mine?

I can only pray that may Satan get away from u !!!!!!

Hope all this is just my imagination. Peace.

FORGET ABOUT IT. AND THAT`S IT.

2009-06-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

GET A NEW ONE TO TAKE PLACE AND SHOW HIM I M FINE WITHOUT HIM.

GIRLS CAN TAKE OVER HALF OF THE SKY.

WHEN THERE IS NOTHING AT ALL.

WHEN U FEEL THINGS ARE DISGUSTING AND RASTY.

JUST DO LIVE A BETTER LIFE INSTEAD OF STUCK IN AN EMOTINAL LOCK.

THAT IS THE THING.

bluh bluh bluh.

2009-06-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

my eclipse totally had no respond for today`s module .. i must uninstall everything and install again. stilll ... must reformat my laptop tomorrow.
the day be4 yesterday . 2 ppl got swan flu have been detected and quanratined.
i remove xiaonei, web for good. for resisting temptation and the source of rumour..
and baught a baskets set with 3 in it.

i have been feeling cold and dizzy for a few days. but i believe my spirit with God`s care will not be able to be attacked ....

止站之殇

2009-06-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

这不是你主演的一场戏　　

悲惨的镜头却永远定格　　

你来到这世上赤裸裸　　那婴儿的脐带缠绕过最温柔的母爱　　

你离开这世上赤裸裸　　那冰冷的绳索绑缚着最沉重的罪恶　　

蓝天下的白云你曾唱过这首歌　　

多少次仰望里互相有没有过承诺　　

此时怎么飘然远去了　　

让你在阳光下高高堕落　　

大地博大的双手无力伸向天空　　

摩天大楼文明的窗外喷溅着鲜血　　

谁再双手托起当初圣洁的婴儿　　

就只让淫邪与罪恶重重的摔下　　

在十八层地狱万劫不复

i am done.

2009-06-14T09:34:00.000-07:00

the time he blocked me.

the time he resisted me.

the time he said NO

i can feel his existing.

tears evaprorated in the air.

recently i came into a situation which when friends ask "how r u rachel", i v no idea how to answer back. seriously. its not a good thing to say "fine" but actually i m not fine. In the sense of an ignorance of all the loss? anyway bible tells u all the solutions.

right time + right person = couple. that 2 elements are indispensable.

u know what? i want to vomit all the worries and cry out all bad memories and start over .

LAST night i did it.

one more thing, 1year and a half, 10 boxes. leading to my new house, MY S i m coming!

相当个作家。

2009-06-01T08:20:00.000-07:00

刚才去问我为何被吵。理由不够充分，但我欣然接受。

曾试图去叫自己微笑瞪着双眼，可是本人不够潇洒。

但灵光乍现，发现不一定那么较真儿。我本想等到下一次机会，好好干。然后再把老板给抄了。算了，他说对了一句话，我不适合这个工作。

我想当个作家。

写些东西，旁边附带着自己拍的照片。相关又抽象并有点疯狂的那种。

刚才我突然犯傻了，竟然去GOOGLE怎么样当作家。

结果是离奇古怪的。

其实当作家没有一个固定的routin,只是一些零散的话使我和读者有点点的共鸣。还和别人写的东西不一样就好。

晚上大宝子给我丢了一句我的名言：此处不留爷，自有留爷处。我们一起聊非主流的脑残和小狗狗的话题。

回家前还是像往常一样，买了1.5 升达能矿泉水。其实以前很喜欢喝EVAN。但是自从不明白味道到底差在哪，就不在对小紫瓶情有独钟了。只是名字而已。

其实。寻寻觅觅。我们还是走到了自己轨道。干杯，为了那个遥不可及的乌托邦还有大病没出愈的深蓝构想的泡汤。。

当水花溅得到处都是，我们笑声清脆或是低头的眼眸。不管是什么东西，总算喝下肚。喧闹之后总要休息，休息过后是为了更好的喧闹。

喧闹继续！。 t O Be ConTiNued..

i love it

2009-05-31T19:22:00.000-07:00

its lovely to have a puppy like that.

盖上被子，继续睡吧。

2009-05-31T19:00:00.000-07:00

清晨，打给MAHATTEN FISH MARKET。我不用去做工了。被炒了。nevermind. i still love him.

前些天看好了一个房子，都妥当之后，房东把它租给了另一个人。nevermind. I still love him.

昨天去novena那边喝红豆汤，萝卜糕。跟Mummy讲 BRAZILIAN 和LDR。

劝IAN来FA。

拍照。

发现一切事物通过相机看，都是那么的安静。

发现UNHEALTHY LOVE。

发现我快搬家了。

发现自己慢慢学会不迈八字腿。

学会去PETLOVER看HAMSTER。

nevermind, i will still love him. even satan grab all from me.

day after day.

2009-05-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

life always becomes bad before it turns better. 废话。

但是。很对。

一本书总是一页一页的翻来翻去。可以笑到很大声，也可以哭到用掉一袋一袋的纸巾。

sometimes, someone suddenly occurs to ur mind without any presage.

that night, i unexpectly sms a guy:"i m hopeless""when i need u , u r not here" .. sth like that. but i just met him for once. it seems to be an oddity .. due to get drunk,though.

he asked me to call him back the next day, i did it. we began the spiel..and even his chinese poem. i can say nothing but:"sorry ,sorry , sorry" he is special. yet...

Couldnt even discern how was the feeling when i talk to him. yet, it was simply peaceful. his voice was just pleasant to hear.

anyway, someone comes to our life for a reason .Someone comes to our life for a season. just welcome all .

Frankly,sometimes Rachel needs a harber front to berth. a voice to hear at night b4 sleep.and a stroke on hair when bleeding tears.

I m going to move to another house. still looking for area. Ray is going to Austrilia? Let it be. I believe she is blessed in whatever decision made finally.

G will arrive in China this coming Saturday, meaning that i wont see her for 2 weeks. I HAVE A STRONG FAITH IN HER, and a bit concern. She is one of my precious friend. I wish i could catch your tears. every droplet... That SH. i am speechless. My Jesus father Christ!!!

Rita, she is forever my beloved jie jie. I dont care whether she does not show up frequently. I know she knows I know her..

good night. . sleep tight.

此处不留爷。自由留爷处

2009-05-07T23:27:00.000-07:00

对于前几天发生的一切。我一睡了之。祈祷过了。该来的会来，该走的会走。都已经不重要了。因为上帝会帮我们安排好一切。

Commitment

这个词不是绝对的。去年和今年的Commitment都不会一样。

Faith

这个东西要找到对的人或事投注自己的信念才是对的。不然都是徒劳的。但我坚信把信念放在人身上就是不靠普。无论他是谁。爸那天跟我说：“宇飞，如果有一天我死了，你能活下去么？你能养大你妹妹，照顾你妈妈么？ ”我沉默之后只说了一句：“你别死” 连我爸都只是陪我走过人生的一段路而已。

人。

一撇一捺，相互扶持。一定要依附着什么。不然就垮了。因为人是群居动物。一个人活在世界上也没有意义。不过还好我有信仰。会找到最光明的源头。明白不是一个人奋斗。身边的朋友是总会在你身边呵护的心灵鸡汤。远方的声音有时也只是远水灭不了近火。

我开心

开心MY smile is free.我可以笑着哭。可以嘶哑的唱着“突然好想你”然后上气不接下气。我可以跟一折说“我好想他” 一折说“宝贝你们的爱还在，我的爱已经不在了” 我和她都有一个共同点就是我们都在等，她不知道什么时候才能忘掉这个人。而我是不知道什么时候才能开始和这个人一起开始生活。于是我们抱头痛哭。

6年的概念

沿途的风景。

红灯酒绿。

我们能做的只有走一步，算一步。

就像他每次的回答都是很缜密。原因是怕自己做不到。不想承诺变谎言。

我呢？都是每次答应好好，自己却做不到。每次在他看来都是承诺变谎言。

我们屡战屡败，屡败屡战。目的只有一个。幸福的港湾。

大泡泡如果破了，会溅人一脸嘲笑的水。最后什么都没有。你会问：“我们曾经在一起过么，这个人真的来过我的生命么”

我们最后连真假都分辨不清。。

First of May. COOL CARE night.Relationship with GOD will never breakup,

2009-05-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

Pastor Richard--Daddy R

Dear G & S. ---2 rOckets to the universe , hey wait for Rachel.

free style as always. I love u . S

G . me,jie jie Rita. who has been praying for me every morning at 8.15 am after i commit myself.

I brought my beloved friends Staphanie, Georgina, Ray TO COOL CARE night. which is a event held once per month by Seeker service in Qweens Condominium

There is nothing i wanna clarify. The first time I did this. 2nd time I share Testimony.

Dear, I appologize I had ever thought about let some of u go.

Today I m good coz I have u all. Besides, I can experience what is present from G.

Dear , I know..

It needs tremendous faith to believe.

It is a significant shock to acknowledge something/someone we did not touch before.

As time flies, we realize, there are something we can`t explain. e.g. we are whole in physical form, but others are not. what we can do is just surrender toour life.

It seems to be pityful to examine every single phenomenon by human logical mindset.For it is a fake source ... self boasting is worthless.

Dear, There is "Forever". not flesh but souls.

I will catch u when you fall.

At least I will try. I dare to try for u .

Give urself a chance. Make a covernent with yourself and Dont let it go.

I hope u all can say "YES" instead of "NO" ,surly. but yet, only say "YES" when u really want to.

Do not be afraid, for u are the decision maker. whether U can get the truth or u suffer. there is nobody can be implicated for u . U must take it alone.

The hole in every human`s heart. what to Fulfill the hole is a multiple choice.

desire. alcohol. sex abuse.murder.

there is nothing in the world is so-called "have no choice" but all about ur preference.

why try all these above instead of a spiritual supportors. Somemore he is the creator.

Stand up. NO more fall.

Pray, NO more curse.

Dwell Peace in, NO worries.

what r we looking for?

what r we waiting for?

He is right here.

It is not u are not ready. It is u didnt realize u are ready. u let something else to delay your answer.

It is not he is not coming to u , but u didnt notice his drawing near.

It is not he has never come but u dont know what he looks like

He touched u, but u take for granted. Like what i was doing before.

miracles happen when we believe.

hey Pretty girls. We can live as the way we want. yet can still be the way in rightousness.

we can make bedroom messy, yet, we can put every stuff in right order.

The former is easy but the latter is hard. coz u must pay the price.

I wish my homing pigeon can bring the letter to u .

Life is simple if we know what is right and what is wrong.

But it is not, we are struggling coz we do not have the knowledge to tell which is the right answer.

However, the answer will be released to u if u believe and stay there silently to hear.

By all means, I m blessed and I m gonna to be a blessing to u all, my dear.

PS. I m a small channel. There r countless channels beside me.

The movie The Curious Case of Benjamin Button...

2009-04-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

I can`t forget these actor`s lines:

"God keeps remind me, i m lucky to be alive." said the man who was shaking his body for almost half of his life.

"You can be mad as a man dog as the way things u in.

You can swear and curse the fate, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go." said Benjamin when his dad passed away when viewing the scene of the sun rise. His father abandoned him when he was born cos his wrinkle body and extremly unwellness.

I m lost

2009-04-27T02:13:00.000-07:00

All the question marks come into my mind.

That`s it.

I have 2 charactors. one is extremly opposite to another.

when our mind is dying. It doesn`t make sense if we still can breathe.

Im lost . a place without a sense secure.

May someone lead my way home.

Calm the storm in my life.!!!.

to my surprise, u are in the same boat with me.....

But i suddnly cry out because only u can touch me. but i can`t touch u ...

Father Father Father , help us.

Happy- pure and easy.

2008-12-17T00:54:00.000-08:00

yesterday , it has been great! I love it. First time get this ugly but super cute creature from claw machine .hoho. This as well as the person who get this are presents from GOD. Thank u .

There are no other words to add on. Only happy. We seemed to be sended back to our childhood. Just enjoy the moment when I hug the toy. Just enjoy it when I fell down on the ice ground for countless times but still standed up with laugh.

ya hoo. PS. some talented youth , they can ice-skating like birdS flying in the sky. The guestures mix with a piece of soft music became an poem. hoho. thats really attractive .

happy birthday baby.

2008-12-02T18:20:00.000-08:00

today is your birthday. I know maybe you wont see this blog. that`s why i wanna whisper here. happy birthday baby~! will i have no chance to celebrate your birthday anymore. when i miss u , i just wear a pair of earphone since the loud sound make me feel secure. "you were my everything" i will never forget this song.. being with you has been the happiest time of my life. Thank u its very sad every time have to say goodbye . i m sad when i realize you`ve encountered many other girls.. i pretend to ignore it. But actually i cannot let it go. i do care.. i know its super difficult to maintain LDR. anyway i m still glad that we both comfort each other for such a long time. every time i scold u, u know its not from my heart. every time i have to go , u know i also want to spend more time with u . soon we will see each other, will it be good ？ or ... happy happy birthday darling . 2008 Dec 03 .

obervations

2008-11-23T23:29:00.000-08:00

School life :

its getting harder and harder. Especially for cognitive and computing.
It is easier to slack than work hard, but its unpractical.. I m going to Year 2.

Relationship:

erh....skip this

Calender:

Its rushing to DECEMBER. Chrismas holiday followed by chinese new year~
have a rest ? or push myself harder?

Attitude:
positive in mind but lazy to do .
......................................................................................................................

I need a change.
Thorn will never fight against me coz strength and confidence r knocking at the door..
No more wait but be alert ..
No more react but response..

with Father, sons will no more be hopeless.
Nobody will be stuck in darkness, but only the place with less light..
It`s more dangerours for a man who has no will than he has no capability.

God. hold my hands..and I will follow u.

ca la hey yo!

2008-10-25T12:51:00.000-07:00

ca la hey yo~! cape deh...

TRUE
I`m tired.
After whole week study, night shift work followed by.

But
Self-Satisfaction has been built up in my mind.I can do sth by my own hands. A pair feather began to grow...

Yes
I have less time to join FA.
It is a pity but I m not sad because I practise myself to serving my GOD in another way.

As proverb said"Man cannot get fish and bear hand together"
Once we gain, we may loose in another area.
It `s all about how we choose.

I m not poor but rich because I have a potential to develop.

P.S.: Power and faith are from Jesus.

You & Me, ITS REAL.

2008-10-20T01:24:00.000-07:00

You and me , it`s real. My Breath from u. Burden may be overcomed . Evil will be overcomed.
with your love, spirit, I m your beloved one.^^. How about my beloved one? Bless him O lord.

Pretty life with a small piece of happiness from tcc

2008-10-11T11:08:00.000-07:00

Second day in tcc^. I feel good^^. Not only because I can take pretty lot of cakes ..but also a harmonious relationship surround me.

I m like a bird which doesn`t know how to fly and all the eagles take care of me and teach me...

God loves me so much. He always gives me the best.(no . its best of the best)

Life is like a journey. Every moment, I taste it earnestly. Every person is meant to come into my life, they are sent by Him and have a purpose on me. If GOD wants to teach me a lesson. He may send an angel to me. This angel may give me whatever I ought to realize--> Maybe sorrow, maybe waterworks, maybe double-minded, maybe brightness, maybe a profound silence, a simple expression of sb`s eyes.

I love my face, because God create me in his own Face.

I love jungle, because he may give me treasures in the darkest nook.

I should love everyone arround me. . .

I should think before do it.

I should do more but complain less..

I should throw satan into dustbin but rise up the cross in the top...

As for my problem I am facing, I should do it positively.

whether avoid? face it with aspiring ? face it in a black face?

Life is like a journey...

thunder.rainstorm.lightning. They r just spontaneousnesss

after that, tomorrow is another day.

life still still.

hoho. why not smile instead of frown. leap up towards our next step^^

Today I laugh, today I cry

2008-10-05T08:03:00.001-07:00

I suddenly became a little bit hard-working today. -went to sunday school at 11am. attended English service. served in Chinese service. I just wanna keep on going closer, closer ,closer to GOD.

No matter how many service I attend, I know I am still a dust ,nothing.I am too small. My wholly heart, whatever I have, I give to him, still too little to be seen. I confessed Him as my saviour. I enjoyed the service. Once the pastor touched my head and said: "You have a pure heart and I know u. I love u. There is no need to worry". The time I cried without thinking. I was touched by his understanding and encourage. How he knew I was worrying...

Pulling an exhausted body and going home, to my "surprise", R was there inside the bedroom. "Disaster" I cannot find another word to discribe the scene. dirty, eating on the bed, watching femme movie with loud sound...and with unaccepted content which seems to be above 21 American drama...

I felt like to cry. .

Is it only I regard this house as a home? I clean every inch of the floor Ionclude the toilet. I care about every single thing that about this room and this house. However, my roommates, just anyhow distreat...wilfully.

suddenly a word "ding" came to my mind. I wanna "move" . I wanna live alone and have my own space that I value it as my "home". Now I feel lonly with seeing this house because I don`t have passion to take care of it any more.

It has already been 6 months. 6 months makes me see everybody clearly. I m not sure I will stick on the relatinship or nor. I asked GOD`s solution while he havent answer me yet maybe he is busy to solve others` problem first which is more difficult than mine ...its ok ..I can wait..as long as I know he loves me and will give me an answer soon.

Mom suddenly msn me. with "whats wrong with your handphone".so I just called her.

she said about what did she do the whole day with soft voice. After that she asked me why I didnt update my blog recently. Then I just replied her:"I thought you didnt come to my blog and I just move to another chinese blog"

"........" she mewled....I was heart-broken when I hear this. It had been a long time that I never felt my mother`s collapse... mom I want to hug you at this moment...i miss u so much but I don`t want to speak it out...

Mom is a gentle lady who likes quiet. We have 2 condo houses. one is at 6 floor and another one is at 12-13 floors. My sis and me and maid lives at6 and she lives in the top . Dad seldom goes home. and I m now studying in singapore. However, still, when the curtain of the night falls, she goes back to her "queen house" as usual. She wants to be a strong woman. Never show her weakness in front of others that she need help or asking someone just acc her. I knew the time I called her, she , her alone, was lying on the bed with silk quilt wrapping around her. ... reding lamp on the tea table with dim light...newspaper or magzines were on her leg.. she was crying there...a 42-years-old lady. she was so lonly....

How I want to be with you ..How I want to share everything happened with u. How I want to stay beside u during the rest of my life....I cannot support her to cry. otherwise we would cry a lot tonight...

Mom, everyday I pray for you more than myself...I do everything here just for entertain you. and prove your daughter is a good daugher for who rised up by a wise mother. I didnt ask GOD for more.I didnt even ask for good husband or boyfriend but Just for you can be happy every single day...

Now it is 12.00 am ...a new day starts.

Lets come on !~

Tears all past and left to yesterday!~

God~ I have u to be my backup. Everything U say,I will do my best!!!! GHAMBATHAI^^^

Reborn-with water Baptism

2008-09-28T09:49:00.000-07:00

2008 Sep, 28...
I was be baptized with water.
Despite all those residents complain, baptism carried on fluently. I was the first one.
My heart beated very fast...

It seems like It is a marriage with GOD. But with a low-key celebration.
I felt simply happy with peace. didnt cry like the others.
It is only a beginning.

This world is belong to Satan. Now I go to Jesus. A stranger and an ET.
with faith and wishes passing by...
Look at me. I wont be common.

People care about good beginning but care more about good end.
There is still a looong way to go with HIM.
Thanks to all my brothers and sisters. I love u all.

Peaceful day.

2008-09-23T21:07:00.000-07:00

Long time never feel such peace, I meant to keep myself busy after going back from China. Therefore, I may not "swim in the blue sea".

I feel myself lucky. A lot of coincident thing came in front of me.

I went to ASTON before POLY for safety.
I know Gheko in ASTON.
He took me to FA.
I find people are happy & warm-hearted there. Especially, their songs are all touching. I melted..
They wanted to take me to CHURCH. I wanna have a try.
I was shocked the first time I went there and don`t wanna go there anymore.
Didn`t understand why they scream and cry...and speak tong language like wildnesses.
But couldn`t reject friends` invitations, so I kept on going there with unwillness and innocence.
Soon, I would like to sing with them.
I feel somehow I have power when I shout a name called"GOD".
Why Bible is so holy? I began to read . Grady bought me a Bible . I thanked him.
Yes, bible is holy. I realised.
I learnt to PRAY. just like what I talk with my father. Even it is informal..I confided everthing to a Holy person that Ive never seen.
Of course I doubt whether he is real or not. When I was still failure after I prayed, I thought he maybe a deaf and blind...

Those innocent time passed by...
I accept him as he cares about me. Give me a happy family in China. A good school. A good church and people in side the church. HE gives me a fit healthy body and harmonious relationship.

However, when I decide to confess him. I saw some Christian were so bad and selfish. I was confused ....and doubt again...
Mom told me, "if you always look at people, you will fail. You should look at yourself and your GOD ONLY. You cannot control others` behavious but you can control yours. " I thanked my mom even she was a free thinker, she still supported me and guide my way.

I changed myself to go to another service . FRom YRC-->BES. for better understanding.

I keep on believe in Him. and This sunday , I will be baptized. I know it is Him who give me such a PEACEFUL DAY.

And those consident thing is so-called FAITH.

I didn`t play play.

2008-09-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

going to school everyday.. Indeed, i do put effort in and dig everything deep by myself...i even didnt glance at movie during the break time or other class answer. but SINGAPORE IS A PLACE WHERE advocating "share"... i was copied by other classmates ...They are smart enough to decorate the pirate matirial nicely and finally present to all. I seems to be a loser. hehe . No. I m a winner...at least I m a anoymous hero. Those who like to copy, GBU. MAY YOU PASS YOUR EXAM !!

haha !~ first blog in English!~

2008-09-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

say my "hi" to everybody here~ finally .today i open up my blog here. actually i plan to have a E nglish blog but didn`t make it because I am so lazy... haha . not bad . It is not too late. By the way, I would like to share my story with you all. I hope we can walk together when happiness and sadness are there. YO YO . PLAUSE TO A NEW STAR -----Rachel- yu fei..