Peaceful day.

Long time never feel such peace, I meant to keep myself busy after going back from China. Therefore, I may not "swim in the blue sea".

I feel myself lucky. A lot of coincident thing came in front of me.

I went to ASTON before POLY for safety.
I know Gheko in ASTON.
He took me to FA.
I find people are happy & warm-hearted there. Especially, their songs are all touching. I melted..
They wanted to take me to CHURCH. I wanna have a try.
I was shocked the first time I went there and don`t wanna go there anymore.
Didn`t understand why they scream and cry...and speak tong language like wildnesses.
But couldn`t reject friends` invitations, so I kept on going there with unwillness and innocence.
Soon, I would like to sing with them.
I feel somehow I have power when I shout a name called"GOD".
Why Bible is so holy? I began to read . Grady bought me a Bible . I thanked him.
Yes, bible is holy. I realised.
I learnt to PRAY. just like what I talk with my father. Even it is informal..I confided everthing to a Holy person that Ive never seen.
Of course I doubt whether he is real or not. When I was still failure after I prayed, I thought he maybe a deaf and blind...

Those innocent time passed by...
I accept him as he cares about me. Give me a happy family in China. A good school. A good church and people in side the church. HE gives me a fit healthy body and harmonious relationship.

However, when I decide to confess him. I saw some Christian were so bad and selfish. I was confused ....and doubt again...
Mom told me, "if you always look at people, you will fail. You should look at yourself and your GOD ONLY. You cannot control others` behavious but you can control yours. " I thanked my mom even she was a free thinker, she still supported me and guide my way.

I changed myself to go to another service . FRom YRC-->BES. for better understanding.

I keep on believe in Him. and This sunday , I will be baptized. I know it is Him who give me such a PEACEFUL DAY.

And those consident thing is so-called FAITH.