FORGET ABOUT IT. AND THAT`S IT.

GET A NEW ONE TO TAKE PLACE AND SHOW HIM I M FINE WITHOUT HIM.

GIRLS CAN TAKE OVER HALF OF THE SKY.

WHEN THERE IS NOTHING AT ALL.

WHEN U FEEL THINGS ARE DISGUSTING AND RASTY.

JUST DO LIVE A BETTER LIFE INSTEAD OF STUCK IN AN EMOTINAL LOCK.

THAT IS THE THING.

bluh bluh bluh.

my eclipse totally had no respond for today`s module .. i must uninstall everything and install again. stilll ... must reformat my laptop tomorrow.
the day be4 yesterday . 2 ppl got swan flu have been detected and quanratined.
i remove xiaonei, web for good. for resisting temptation and the source of rumour..
and baught a baskets set with 3 in it.

i have been feeling cold and dizzy for a few days. but i believe my spirit with God`s care will not be able to be attacked ....

止站之殇

这不是你主演的一场戏 　　

悲惨的镜头却永远定格 　　

你来到这世上赤裸裸 　　那婴儿的脐带缠绕过最温柔的母爱 　　

你离开这世上赤裸裸 　　那冰冷的绳索绑缚着最沉重的罪恶 　　

蓝天下的白云你曾唱过这首歌 　　

多少次仰望里互相有没有过承诺 　　

此时怎么飘然远去了 　　

让你在阳光下高高堕落 　　

大地博大的双手无力伸向天空 　　

摩天大楼文明的窗外喷溅着鲜血 　　

谁再双手托起当初圣洁的婴儿 　　

就只让淫邪与罪恶重重的摔下 　　

在十八层地狱万劫不复

i am done.

the time he blocked me.

the time he resisted me.

the time he said NO

i can feel his existing.

tears evaprorated in the air.

recently i came into a situation which when friends ask "how r u rachel", i v no idea how to answer back. seriously. its not a good thing to say "fine" but actually i m not fine. In the sense of an ignorance of all the loss? anyway bible tells u all the solutions.

right time + right person = couple. that 2 elements are indispensable.

u know what? i want to vomit all the worries and cry out all bad memories and start over .

LAST night i did it.

one more thing, 1year and a half, 10 boxes. leading to my new house, MY S i m coming!

相当个作家。

刚才去问我为何被吵。理由不够充分，但我欣然接受。

曾试图去叫自己微笑瞪着双眼，可是本人不够潇洒。

但灵光乍现，发现不一定那么较真儿。我本想等到下一次机会，好好干。然后再把老板给抄了。算了，他说对了一句话，我不适合这个工作。

我想当个作家。

写些东西，旁边附带着自己拍的照片。相关又抽象并有点疯狂的那种。

刚才我突然犯傻了，竟然去GOOGLE怎么样当作家。

结果是离奇古怪的。

其实当作家没有一个固定的routin,只是一些零散的话使我和读者有点点的共鸣。还和别人写的东西不一样就好。

晚上大宝子给我丢了一句我的名言：此处不留爷，自有留爷处。我们一起聊非主流的脑残和小狗狗的话题。

回家前还是像往常一样，买了1.5 升达能矿泉水。其实以前很喜欢喝EVAN。但是自从不明白味道到底差在哪，就不在对小紫瓶情有独钟了。只是名字而已。

其实。寻寻觅觅。我们还是走到了自己轨道。干杯，为了那个遥不可及的乌托邦还有大病没出愈的深蓝构想的泡汤。。

当水花溅得到处都是，我们笑声清脆或是低头的眼眸。不管是什么东西，总算喝下肚。 喧闹之后总要休息，休息过后是为了更好的喧闹。

喧闹继续！。 t O Be ConTiNued..