A letter to dad.

daddy:

I forget when is the last time you said:"you are the prettyest in the world because you are my daughter" Now you only said "what is the matter with your body shape"

Daddy, I dont know all the bad emotion is whether from you or me..or both of us..

Why u dont listen to me and even dont believe me....I m yours, remember?

I have grown up and started to have my own life just like when you start to persue your dream when you were young ...

Our conversation becames going through emotions. How come...

I was so sad when you judge my looks like you judge your staff....or a normal girl ...

and I was so angry that u asked me to get marry soon after graduation.. If you are in a hurry and dont wanna support me here, I can disappear from u soon, or even now.seriously...

To be frank, your objective makes my heart broken.

Even my best friend said no matter what I did or How I look like or What color is my hair..they will still love me.

You ..are a shape to me .Darker and remoter with the time passing by..This is how I feel. I wish this is not the truth.

Can u feel that I ve prayed for u day by day?

Can not imagine you hang up my phone so fast.

Can not complain you have spend less time with me.

Can only love you because you are my father.

Can only understand all your stress...

Can only say sorry baba, I m not mature enough for being your daughter.

Can only say it is me can not tolerant you and your woman.....

U know what ? the chinese herb you sent to me almost burn my house...who`s stupid advise to ask u sent that to me. All those superstitions herbs with that stupid burning machine has almost killed me and my housemates.

Why you listen to all the bosh that woman told you but never listen to mine?

I can only pray that may Satan get away from u !!!!!!

Hope all this is just my imagination. Peace.