Reborn-with water Baptism

2008 Sep, 28...
I was be baptized with water.
Despite all those residents complain, baptism carried on fluently. I was the first one.
My heart beated very fast...

It seems like It is a marriage with GOD. But with a low-key celebration.
I felt simply happy with peace. didnt cry like the others.
It is only a beginning.

This world is belong to Satan. Now I go to Jesus. A stranger and an ET.
with faith and wishes passing by...
Look at me. I wont be common.

People care about good beginning but care more about good end.
There is still a looong way to go with HIM.
Thanks to all my brothers and sisters. I love u all.

Peaceful day.

Long time never feel such peace, I meant to keep myself busy after going back from China. Therefore, I may not "swim in the blue sea".

I feel myself lucky. A lot of coincident thing came in front of me.

I went to ASTON before POLY for safety.
I know Gheko in ASTON.
He took me to FA.
I find people are happy & warm-hearted there. Especially, their songs are all touching. I melted..
They wanted to take me to CHURCH. I wanna have a try.
I was shocked the first time I went there and don`t wanna go there anymore.
Didn`t understand why they scream and cry...and speak tong language like wildnesses.
But couldn`t reject friends` invitations, so I kept on going there with unwillness and innocence.
Soon, I would like to sing with them.
I feel somehow I have power when I shout a name called"GOD".
Why Bible is so holy? I began to read . Grady bought me a Bible . I thanked him.
Yes, bible is holy. I realised.
I learnt to PRAY. just like what I talk with my father. Even it is informal..I confided everthing to a Holy person that Ive never seen.
Of course I doubt whether he is real or not. When I was still failure after I prayed, I thought he maybe a deaf and blind...

Those innocent time passed by...
I accept him as he cares about me. Give me a happy family in China. A good school. A good church and people in side the church. HE gives me a fit healthy body and harmonious relationship.

However, when I decide to confess him. I saw some Christian were so bad and selfish. I was confused ....and doubt again...
Mom told me, "if you always look at people, you will fail. You should look at yourself and your GOD ONLY. You cannot control others` behavious but you can control yours. " I thanked my mom even she was a free thinker, she still supported me and guide my way.

I changed myself to go to another service . FRom YRC-->BES. for better understanding.

I keep on believe in Him. and This sunday , I will be baptized. I know it is Him who give me such a PEACEFUL DAY.

And those consident thing is so-called FAITH.

I didn`t play play.

going to school everyday.. Indeed, i do put effort in and dig everything deep by myself...i even didnt glance at movie during the break time or other class answer. but SINGAPORE IS A PLACE WHERE advocating "share"... i was copied by other classmates ...They are smart enough to decorate the pirate matirial nicely and finally present to all. I seems to be a loser. hehe . No. I m a winner...at least I m a anoymous hero. Those who like to copy, GBU. MAY YOU PASS YOUR EXAM !!

haha !~ first blog in English!~

say my "hi" to everybody here~ finally .today i open up my blog here. actually i plan to have a E nglish blog but didn`t make it because I am so lazy... haha . not bad . It is not too late. By the way, I would like to share my story with you all. I hope we can walk together when happiness and sadness are there. YO YO . PLAUSE TO A NEW STAR -----Rachel- yu fei..